Saturday, November 03, 2007

After I told Jian Feng we can only be just friends ever... I have been frocusing on you, my dear dear... Dunno you can sense it anot? Hope u can...

Actually I know for quite some time we have been distant. Not as close as last time. Although last time was quite sad... full of quarrels... but at least I can sense that we care so much, that my heart is full of u... I miss that kind of feeling...

I believe we will get that feeling back... just need effort... so many guys around me... I know its hard on you... and I know I care too much for JF and you actually feel kind of unhappy... Sorry... I can be honest that until now I still do care alot for him and I still close with him... but don't worry cos' I am very very sure I won't do wrong things... Haha... We are just very gd friends even though he likes me...

Slowly and slowly I will not care so much... but sometimes I think to me I will always care for him... hope you don't mind... But even now we quarrel... I will not let it be too often... and both me n him trying not waste time when going out too... cos' we also wanna have fun more than quarrel... :p If once in a while we fight... hope you can don't mind and instead can console me... sometimes I will hu shi luan xiang a bit... haha... want a gd hug from you!

And I feel that after last week, I am closer to you le... Love sleeping beside you... I really hope my health is ok... dun want you all to worry... hope we get more time to talk too... long time no long chatting sessions... its helps understanding each other...

I going genting tomorrow night... I really hope to enjoy there... but I also know I will think of you... Hope you do the same... I love seeing you happy n laughing with friends... but I need to know that you are missing me too...

And, Happy 2yrs n 10mths!! So long le... does it makes you feel anything every 3rd? Don't you feel a very special kind of feeling that I cant even describe? I do... and I really love you...

Hope our love will be more passionate than ever, and hope we will have a good road in front!

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